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Delightfully Disconnected

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This idea started in my journal this morning, then I later thought to pose it to the rest of the world...I recently came across an article (linked below the post) on theminsjournal.com that talked about lucid dreaming.  I no longer believe in coincidence, an took this as a response to the unanswered questions bouncing around in my head about what is actually HAPPENING to my mind and thought process as I grow, evolve, and change.  It broke me down in plain English, and helped me gain much-needed clarity on my current situation...

What the article basically said, in a nutshell is that we are never truly awake until/unless we are completely focused, and living in the present moment.  The concepts of past, present, and future are all one construct; all existing right now, simultaneously.  In essence, we are constantly experiencing these things both consciously, and subconsciously.  What we do from day to day, is experienced through a state of Lucid Dreaming; a sort of half consciousness in which case an individual is able to participate in certain activity, however, never really be TRULY engaged.  

Immediately upon reading this, it resonated with me. as this is PRECISELY how I had been feeling.  As a matter of fact, I felt like I was stuck in a place where I had become a voyeur, observing almost ALL aspects of life, not participating in any.  Nothing felt real to me.  I kept asking my higher self the question, "when is de-programming and re-programming complete?!  At what point do I reach a spiritual plateau so that I can traverse another?!"  What the article did, by way of answering the questions I presented to the Universe, was advise me that in fact, a spiritual plateau HAD been reached...  

We are, essentially, EXACTLY what I was feeling, OBSERVERS in his shared version of reality.  It is designed as such to prevent disillusion, and being stuck on an idea/construct that simply does not exist.  Think back to all the energy that was wasted at one time or another, upset about the way something made us feel.  Then, time passes, and it dissipates...so does it now longer matter?  No; if you believe in the concept of a simultaneous Past, Present, and Future, then it means it didn't matter to begin with. 😦  My feelings of disconnect were were the PRECISE remedy I was seeking, without even knowing it.  Now more than ever. I am willing to release discontent and ALL that does not serve me to the Universe FREELY; and TRUST the response.~The Queen


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