Versailles: The Life and Times of Queen Khira

At this point in my life, people should cease to amaze me.  People are fairly simple creatures who stick to the basically the same habits and routine, whether it's relationships or food.  If I was to stick to this philosophy, I think I would be alot better off.  Its when I put too much hope and HUMANITY in them that I am disappointed. I am declaring here and now that I am over and done with assumptions.  Giving people too much credit for common sense.  Its a personal setup when you hold people to the expectation YOU set in place for them.  We expect them to meet this certain set of criteria we have set in our minds, and then are SOOOO upset when they don't live up to them.                                                  The fact that we feel like people are to behave according to whatever preconceived notion we formulat...

We all want to wear them, but dammit if they not a bitch to walk in!!  The most painful part of stepping into our true selves is having to deal with  aspects of ourselves that we never really examined. Yet while we are on this incredible journey, LIFE DOES NOT STOP HAPPENING.  I say this is because  while I am still growing into myself, BS is still BS.  The difference is that now I'm actually EXAMINING it.  Yup, I pick it up, turn it over.  All that. Everything happens for a reason, this we all know, so now I just want to get to the WHY.  Let me tell you something, BS examination is sooooo ANNNOOOYYYYIIINNNGGG!!  But I can't help it. This is why I say these big girl boots gotta GO!! Na, all jokes aside.  It is absolutely a %100 fact that once you KNOW, you cannot go back to the way things used to be.  No matter how much I try, old ways of thinking and handling certain situations just don't suit me anymore.  Every cha...

Why are we afraid to face the Sun? Is it a looming fear of blindness, Perhaps it is what can actually be SEEEN... If we were strong enough to confront the source, we may just be gifted with Unfiltered sight; Able to see beyond,  to FEEL truth, as we do the warmth of the rays and Bask in true understanding. Yet we are weary, cautious to submit, to anxious to let go... So I guess we will never know just where those beams may have taken us, or what our true potential could have been. We will continue to bow our heads toward darkness, and shield ourselves in dreams deferred.                                            KMC