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"Feeling" My Way...




Life has been something special lately!  After a year filled with the moon showing out like it hasn't for centuries, it's amazing that any goddesses are left standing!👏  It's literally felt like all the craziness of the outside world decided to pay me a visit over the past several weeks and wreak havoc on every peaceful crevice I used to rely on for refuge.  

What do we do on those days when it feels like the universe has turned its back on us?

During what appeared to be a full on Tempest of BS, I needed a quiet.  I desperately needed to retreat to my Mind Palace and analyze this sh💥t storm piece by piece.  I started to pay attention to everything that was going on around me, particularly what was happening to the people in my everyday life.  EVERYONE was going THROUGH IT.

When I took that much needed step back, I was able to discern what I was doing.  Instead of me focusing on the here and now, I was obsessing over hypothetical scenarios and things that hadn't actually HAPPENED.  I was so wrapped up in the foolishness, I wasn't even THINKING.  I was not analyzing, assessing, or resolving ANYTHING.  I was letting the things that matter to me fall to the wayside, and CHOOSING to feel this way.  

I had to put a stop to it!!!

I started by "cleaning house".  If you were an individual in my life that didn't want to see me WIN, you had to GO!  RNS, if you are adding absolutely NO value to my life, AND secretly plotting on my downfall?!!😯  Kick Rocks...And  hey, its TOTALLY personal!!  This was sooooo liberating.  Next I focused my attention on discerning how much of what remained were my own actual feelings.  So much of what we carry actually isn't our own "Stuff".  Emotional baggage is some of easiest to transfer to someone else.  After the "Great Purge", I finally started to see my way through again.  I slowly started to feel like me, and began knocking my issues out, one by one.  

We can only scale one mountain at a time.  It makes no sense to try and climb 5 simultaneously.  All that ends up happening is we stay on the ground, gazing at the horizon, never taking a step.  Don't allow your feelings to trap you, they will paralyze, and eventually suffocate you if they go unchecked.  If you feel yourself choking, STOP, BREATHE, and PULL YOUR SKIRT DOWN!!  Take whatever measures needed to get you out of you feelings ASAP.  Your life is out there waiting on you to get your sh💥t together.~The Queen~


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